all im asking for is a moment of clarity. a moment in which my fears would subside for even just a brief second and i could let myself free. i need a moment to see things for what they really are and not obscure them with the horrors of the past. i just need that moment that will grant me some kind of answer, some kind of resolution, just something, a sign of some sort. just something to hold on to so i can stop being so hopeless.
although,it's not the lack of hope. it's the fact that i am hoping. i am very hopeful. it's the fear of being hopeful that's hindering me from everything. what if, at the end of all this, there's really nothing to hope for?"Don't you see? Don't you understand? You're the love of my life. I can't leave you. But you're constantly leaving me. You walk away when you want, you come back when you want. Not everyone. Not your friends, but you leave me. So I'm asking you, if you don't see a future for us, if you're not in this, please, please just end it because I can't. I'm in it. Put me out of my misery."
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