hello, i miss you quite terribly.

i am on familiar territory and yet i feel like
im feeling my way through the darkness.
the feeling of nothingness, the numb succumbing
the pain, all of these shouldn't be new.
i should be used to this, i have been here before
and yet it stabs me so deeply just as much as it
did the very first time.

;to love meant to care for another person's happiness more than your own,no matter how painful the choices you face might be.

-Dear John; Nicholas Sparks.